I really just don’t wanna be here again.
You were the biggest mistake I have ever made and I honestly hate myself for EVER letting you into my life because I understand that it was my fault for ever responding to your messages. I seriously want to stab 15 year old me repeatedly for being so fucking stupid and giving the WRONG people the pure and unbroken parts of me. I wish I could take it all back, every word I ever said, every action, I wish I never did any of those things with you. I wish I could have all of my first times back so I could have them with someone else, someone that won’t throw me away like moldy bread or some shit. I fucking loathe you.
"You’re just a mistake, please give me my life back"
why are nowadays all this 13 year olds getting drunk and having sex. When I was 13, I had my first love there was nobody that compared to my baby and nobody came between us who could ever come above she had me going crazy oh i was starstruck she woke me up daily don’t need no Starbucks.